One day I wore a skirt...

I'm usually the type of girl who would wear whatever I feel is most comfortable to wear. Mu usual work get up would be a blouse with a pair of jeans. One day however, I decided to wear a purple dress which I bought at a local ukay-ukay! :-) Uneasy at first, I started to get the hang of it. I was walking by the corner of our house when a man greeted me good morning. Okay not much of a violent reaction so I just shrugged.

The moment I entered the office my co-worker immediately noticed me and told me how "sexy" I was. I just smiled at laughed at his remarks. I was going down our building when a friend from another office greeted me and asked me if I have a date. Ofcourse I replied no but I was sure the reason why he asked me that is because I was wearing a skirt. I told him I was quite embarrassed at how people especially men seem to act differently that day. He just told me "well maganda kasi". Hmmm ok now I get it. For the nth time co-workers male and female noticed me that day and I just felt comfortable about it.

Change is somehow nice sometimes... You're not just doing it to be noticed but to bring something a little extra to yourself, for you to look good and feel good. No matter what change it is that you're planning to do, make sure that it's for the better. Have a great day!

Gleefully Glee!

Recently I'm so hooked up with Glee's Soundtrack and as usual the tracks keep on playing and playing on my head. There's something about music that makes you feel like you're not alone, that someone out there is feeling the same way you do. Anyway, I highly recommend that you guys listen to the soundtrack of Glee arrangements are very good and the collection of songs itself is excellent.

Music is somehow my life saver, other than God ofcourse. :-) For example when a co-worker goes on bragging and whining about his/her life I put on my trusty earphones and everything just seems like a perfect day...nothing could bring me down. When I feel like I can't write anything I click on my classical playlist and lo! and behold I'm typing as fast as the pianist playing a Mozart piece.

My favorites on the soundtrack is Somebody to Love, Defying Gravity, Don't Stop Believin, Lean on me and Keep Holdin on. Lots of favorites so I suggest you try listening to it. The series by the way is also good. I watch it on JackTV.

www.amazon.com/Glee-Music-1-Cast/dp/B002NJ8X9G - for Glee's soundtrack Vol 1
www.amazon.com/Glee-Music-2-Cast/dp/B002RL8V1U - for Vol 2

More than one inspiration for all

Last night I watched the movie Julie and Julia and I was so inspired by the movie that it left me thoughts that my mind carried on until the morning. The movie was about Julie, a married woman who finds comfort in cooking the 524 recipes by Julia Child. Julie felt so stuck up with her job at a call center. She was about to turn thirty and all her friends are successful with their career. In a way I kind of feel like I'm Julie. Everyone seems to be more than her, she felt fat and she can't seem to finish anything she started. With her husband's help she was able to find her passion in cooking and use it as her comfort zone. The movie was all about finding yourself and being saved by another person's dream. Each one of us has their own Julia Child. Whether it may be your relative or a person who doesn't even know you. We have a lot of frustrations in life and sometimes we don't even know what we're doing or why we're even here in the first place. But the movie gives us the inspiration and the hope that in there is a purpose for everything and in God's time every question will be answered. Being a music lover, a book lover and ofcourse and avid movie goer, I feel like in some way I'm being saved by those things in some ways.

Those things give me the words and the emotions that I alone cannot express. These things... they taught me how to feel. I cry over the music of Rachmaninoff, Chopin and Morricone. I dream over the stories of Jane Austen, Edith Wharton and Shakespeare. I relate myself to movies made with much heart and honesty. And for these things, I have a lot of people to thank. They inspire me in so many ways and they give me the hope that I need in moments where I feel like my time is running out and I didn't do anything about my life.

Until the time comes that I feel like I've really accomplished anything like Julie or Julia, I'll keep on reading, writing, listening and watching. Just a spark of hope is what I really need to keep keep believing.

A year after my graduation

It's been a year since my graduation and I don't think a lot about my life has changed. Sure...I landed on a job. I'm making money and I'm capable of supporting my family with the expenses. What could be more dramatic than seeing my sister graduate from her school. I'm a year older than she is and believe me after I saw her march towards the stage...I panicked. Not because I was jealous of her or anything. I love my sister. It's just that I realized that time really does fly so fast. A year ago I was wearing my "toga" and now she's the one wearing her own. Hmm....

What did I do for the past year of my life...although a lot of things happened still I don;t see any change in me. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

What I admire most about my sister was when my mom talked to me and told me that my sister told her that she was going to take her masters this coming June. I was like Whoah! I wanted that! But I never thought how I could have helped my family if I took my masters right after my graduation. I admire her for taking control of her life.

My mom, my best friend, noticing how my face must've looked like told me "You should take your masters too. I know you want to." That was a GO signal for me. But at the back of my mind I know that taking my masters would have to mean that I would have to word harder for me to able to balance my work, my studies and my family. Not to mention to budget my money for the three mentioned.

My mama advised me to browse he net and see if there are any scholarships I could apply into. If there's anyone of you who knows a graduate school that offers scholarships for their students please let me know.

Right now...my decision is that I'll also be taking my masters as soon as possible.

What I realized is that as the eldest in the family..I could really be carried away with all the dreams I have for my family. I don't want to get to the point that one day, when I'm old I would realize that I forgot to make my own dreams come true.

Attending graduate school won't let me forget my responsibilities to my family...it's really a matter of juggling.